I already knew I would miss you terribly before you left, that's not what I was scared of though; I was so scared of losing you completely. I was scared of you becoming a walking ghost only existing within my memory and no longer as a physical being. I tried my hardest; I constructed jealousy her much needed grave. It was so much more than that. Over these past few months you've taught me to trust you; you've taught me to love you and you've embedded yourself within my mind and heart forever. I just had this terrible vision, this vision of that heavy bird becoming nothing more than a burning ball of fire in the sky. You'd be as bright as a star, but you'd crash and burn. I'd follow you there. I'm jealous of Florida, she better stay silent and love you like I do.
I don't know what I would do without you, please make it home.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
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