Sugar Bride

It's all over now, everything is gone. I had been beating myself up over all the mistakes you've made, when I've made none. If I ever did anything wrong that lead us to this, I would without question take my share of the blame, but this was all you. I've come to realize I shouldn't fight for you, because you've never fought for me. I honestly wish I could look back at these past two months and tell myself it was all worthwhile, but I'd be lying. With you happiness was something rare; you took so much from me.

I used to lie to myself, everyday. I would trick my mind, say the way this is going is okay and that I just need to stand strong and hold up. Every time I asked you if there was someone else you would lie, you would promise me I was the only one. How many mistakes I made with you, if only I could take them all back - all my wasted time with you, all the pain you've caused me. Sex will never justify love and it's a shame I almost made that mistake with you - key word: almost. I personally find it hard to believe how you could ever be happy after what you've done, although I know I'm not the first. I hope those five weeks make you life, because after your time with your cold-blooded whore runs out you'll be left alone.

They say the end is where we begin, and I agree - the only difference: I'm not carrying you through to the next chapter in my life. You deserve everything you have coming your way for what you've done, but you can't borrow my strength this time. You've cheated and you've lied, so go ahead and tell people your version of what happened - you're good at that type of thing. In the end, we both know the truth. You were never a friend to me. I know you saying you care is just another lie bleeding from your heartless mind and gracing your dangerous tongue for the most selfish of reasons. I also know how the idea of someone disliking you eats away at your heart and mind, so there's one last thing you should know: I dislike you.

Go ahead and choke on your own misery, I'm done choking on it for you.