We are all born with the beautiful ability to act upon thoughts and ideas conjured up in our own profound minds. It's a shame some people are able to steal this away from us - or rather, some of us are foolish enough to give it up. I suppose I'm an easy target because I almost always let my emotions get the best of me, but what's your excuse puppet? You've made me my personal, impervious concrete castle - protecting me from your selfishness, your deceit and your denial. With the snap of the puppet master's fingers you'll dance your little dance, no matter what the consequence.
Why wouldn't you let us cut your strings when we had the chance? We spoke no lie - she lies as though it's her twisted second nature; in combination with her corrupt powers of manipulation, she's deadly. You may not know it yet, but one day your strings will become intertwined and you will lose what makes you her favorite little puppet. Without the connection, you are nothing. What happens then? This will be the moment when you realize your mistakes; it's a shame it's always too late.
Forgiveness can't wait around for you forever my little puppet, and it now rests upon our international dateline; you'll never know where it is because it will never let you find it. I can't say I'll miss you, because I've gotten used to living without you; we both know you've been gone for a while now.
Break a leg puppet, you're the star of her little show.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Your Actions Are as Shameful as Your Acting Is Stunning, Jeremy
This is what she gets for letting her heart get tangled up in his web of beautifully dressed up lies. Although her mind was telling her to be cautious, she wanted so badly to believe he really did change for the better that she shut off the warning signs. The luminous light of reason was shut out by the darkness of the night he charmed her within. The danger lurks in our dreams, and she was a dreamer - he was her ashen dream. He swept her off her feet, his alluring enchantment that of a prince. She fell for him, fell believing he would catch her because he was falling too - or so she thought. In reality, he was back to his childish games he played only a year before, and she fell into every trap he set. He is the magician of love, the master of trickery.
It's funny how blind you become when your heart shuts of the warning signs that your mind fights to keep alive. If she ever had to choose though, she'd pick the fool anyday; she'll have no regrets because she was no swindler. As for 'the prince,' he'll be trapped in an everlasting hurricane of forever seventeen.
Your flame just burned out, and ashes aren't so captivating.
It's funny how blind you become when your heart shuts of the warning signs that your mind fights to keep alive. If she ever had to choose though, she'd pick the fool anyday; she'll have no regrets because she was no swindler. As for 'the prince,' he'll be trapped in an everlasting hurricane of forever seventeen.
Your flame just burned out, and ashes aren't so captivating.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Your Crime Scene Was Missing Its Caution Tape
Sometimes we let our heart over power our minds, and she did. Sometimes the hardest and the tight thing are the same, but something the difficulty blurs out our ability to reason and know what's right. This could either be her most inordinate mistake or her most versatile quality - only time will allow their story to unfold. Her denial is an endeavor all of its own. She allows the thoughts to elude her mind so her heart can mend. Sometimes she worries that it's all in her heard, that she's over reacting and she's the one who's doing wrong. She worries that she's letting her past seep in to poison her present. How foolish she is, letting him toy with her heart strings and taking his behavior as something that will change with the season. Does she not remember seasons have four faces, and only repeat? There's times when she wants to give up and let go, but she can never bring her fragile heart to do it - she's scared. She knows this isn't what she wants, she knows this isn't how it should be, but she allows herself to wash his fingerprints from the crime scenes as he leaves her alone. Moving backwards to where he wants is uncharted territory; its existence may not even be possible. We can only move forward, moving backwards is a nonsensical game - building her concrete castle walls so strong they become impervious. As outsiders we can see he bleeds only false pretense; he dresses up his lies so perfectly they become hidden. If only she knew, but I'm no outsider.
I think you have some caution tape showing.
I think you have some caution tape showing.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I Hope the View from Heaven Is Beautiful
When you are touched by death, you can't help but believe in god. The belief of heaven above is the security blanket in which we bury our misery and excuse our apathy for the world that not has become the barrier that separates us and someone we love. Faith is something we can't live without, because no matter how deep inside of us we hide it, it will one day resurface and we will be invariably thankful that it never really did leave us. As intricate and as difficult as something may be, we must learn to lift ourselves up and move past this seemingly inescapable moment in time - we know it's what you'd want. The sun will always rise the next morning and in it we will see your child like smile filled with innocence and love. The sun will always set and allow the slumbering moon to take its place in the conspicuous night sky - within the beautiful, endless blanket of stars and planets we will see your beautiful face. When we force ourselves to hear the thunder, see the lightening and feel the rain we will hear your voice telling us we'll see you again someday. Faith is the one thing we must forever hold onto, because without it the pillars of our soul become broken concrete held up by the sands of time that one day will run out.
The most angelic of angels must one day fall, your ageless beauty will keep the heavens bright.
The most angelic of angels must one day fall, your ageless beauty will keep the heavens bright.
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